Alice in Wonderland at St. Kilda

now the rain is falling

i FUCKING FUCKING hate her. she is a bitch. i hate her. i hate the agency and i hate agents. it’s all fucking bullshit

we didnt get the approval. and im sooo sooo upset that it’s unbelievable. it made me cry. not to mention, i found this out when i was sending mi off. i was and still am so upset. i was so looking foward to it.

i asked her why we didnt get the approval. she said, oh she doesnt know.. oh maybe cause there are too many people which is complete bullshit. cause at the beginning she said she asked the landlord if it’s ok for 4 people to live in a 3 bedroom and she said the landlord said it was alright.

i hate her. SHE’S A FUCKING BITCH.
and she gave all these pretense shit that we’re going to get it, and i asked her if we got the place and she said yes. and she knows that i have to move out of my place by feb 1st in the morning and she even said if we wanted to move in earlier, we would have to pay rent for the individual days.
i hate her.

fuck.

my perfect plan is to buy a cactus and give it to her and accidentally drop it (oops, im so sorry) and make it fly towards her face so all the pins will jab into her fucking shit face. and when she takes out the pins, bacteria will manifest in her wounds and she will get gangrene and die of tremendous pain and have a FUGLY face while at it.

this is bullshit. why will the landlord reject us when we have signed the contract? why the fuck will the landlord reject us if she has spoken to the landlord about it previously? and why will the landlord reject anyone really?!? dont they all fucking just care about getting the rent paid on time and not destroying the place? why the fuck will she want us to pay rent in advance for the additional days if we’re not going to get it? it’s not like we cant fucking pay for it or get up to any shenanigans.

not to mention, her staff are either fucking morons or she’s an even bigger moron that doesnt know how to enunciate her name. (although one of the receptionists really nice) they can’t even pronounce the name right. it’s like *Jacelyn and everyone calling her Joanna. oh, not to mention, she doesnt understand English for shit and every question we asked her, she repeats what she told us in the first place in her stupid fucking accent, either with a “oh i dont know“, “i’ve to ask the landlord“, “this is the first time im handling this property” it’s no fucking excuse for your stupidity.

why the fuck is everyone being such a bitch.

street arts at finlay alley

Piss Happens.

i saw this dog on chapel street today! in fact, many many many dogs. so many that i actually stepped on some fucking dog’s piss. i know. hahahaha. laugh all you want. but i rejoice as i got a dress for 10 friggin bucks! im so glad i didnt buy it like a few months ago at its original price of 69.90.

he is 7 years old and weighs 45kgs, he’s really fucking huge. so big and heavy that he cant walk straight. i met another dog of this guy that made fatties (apparently he was the original creator) that weighs 55kgs = almost as much as me!!!

the eagle is coming

my mom is heading here this weekend and i STILL havent cleaned my place yet. and i have to do the application and call up more housing. godamnit. i really hope i get the city apartment so i dont have to stress out anymore.

and there’s a party tonight. im going to really have to get intoxicated cause. im addicted to the feelings it gives. moreover, my mom is going to be here. how dreary. AND OMG. my pay for gloria jeans is like a lot higher than what i expected! i thought i was going to get like $12-14 (which is my training pay) but im getting $17.11!!!!!!!! im damn fucking happy! rahahahaha. not to mention, im getting $22 (i think training pay is $17) for telstra dome. HELL YEA. but the shit thing is the taxes here are a lot higher. if i earn less than $6000 p.a., i dont have to pay any taxes but unfortunately for people who earn more than $120 000 p.a. (i think. not too sure but around this amt shld be right) gets taxed 46.5% (i think but i know it’s a close estimation) . it’s so fucking shitty right? you get taxed nearly 50% of your pay but then again, if they are earning that amt, you will be able to employ accountants and financial advisers to help you invest which lead to lower taxes.

anyways, i gotta go now.
hopefully, i’ll get the apartment, if not, i think i can like just roll over and die.

remember how your mom always said to eat your greens?
i might actually do that tonight..
many say it taste like shit but i guess i’ll find out soon enough. that’s if i do eat it!