grease, prom nights, dicks and pussies

right back in the days of high school with our impending graduation, me and kimber were talking about Cogs and her annoying German boyf all with relation to Grease (one of our all time fave movies) and Cogs wanting to lose her virginity to her doofus (Cogs used to be close to us but drifted away after getting together with doofus which me and kimber absolutely did NOT get along with, long story.); how we hope she really isnt going to lose it to him during prom night like how all in the past where teenagers everywhere celebrate one of the best days of their lives by doing something special with their significant other. turns out, she did have sex with him on prom night (no, all 4 of us didnt go to prom cause prom can only be held in school due to security reason, you know. indonesia, terrorism, int’l school kids etc.).

kimber lost hers way earlier to her longest ex-boyf; she leads a life of a roller coaster, much more so than me and as much as i would love to write all about it, it really just isnt right except for the story of Niel. haha.

virginity really had not much meaning for me, i supposed it was something for me to just have sex, get over with all the silly ninny things and fuck other guys. it’s just a piece of tissue with a silly concept attached to it. #2 tried it first but it didnt quite work out: loads of lube + very bad aiming + thick girth + very tight hole = failure so it all came down to #1 when it all just started out. he took me over to his place to watch some movies at 2 am. first he was showing me all his little computer gadgets, the evolution of dance and russell peters on youtube. really at that point of time, i was just buzzing with excitement of starting out to live independently so why the hell would i be interested in things that i can watch repetitively anywhere? then he showed me this movie and i just got so bored that i started making out with him and i undressed. he undressed and we fucked. there was no pain and i really cant remember anything else :-S it’s very much like holding hands when you’re in elementary school in 2 lines.

i wish mr b would just kiss me more, not just short ones but the passionate ones as well yes i’ve told him about it like a million times already but the fact is, males view kissing as an appetizer whereas females view it more as part of the main course. saddens me really cause i love making out and i know im not bad at it either i guess this explains why i have a sudden need to be pinned against the wall or the bed, making out passionately with a nice tanned/hot polynesian mixed guy.

im really feeling happier now cause i got another (grp) job interview on Wednesday and i have this short temp job at the Royal Melb Show making candy floss. yay! just wish me luck for my Wed interview while i continue job searching. this semester really isnt all that great but life is starting to look better again.

blue foxes

it’s amazing how many people just read blogs and never comment and i never knew quite many the people who read mine till the last post. i guess sometimes it’s better to leave it that way where i have not much or no interaction with them rather than leaving me disappointed that we are not on the same intellectual grounds. for the two i didnt give the p/ws to, it’s because one sounded too lovely and nice in contrast to that lascivious photo, second, i just cant stand people with bad English unless you’re a friend that i like and third if you’re a friend i know, it’s just too explicit for you! unless of course i get absolutely drunk/horny/kinky/naughty (haha. which reminds me of my bad bad mos wed night drunkardness) and LE’s comments on the post made me laugh. lol.

i really cant be fucked to write about sat night at bubble but it was fucking awesome. the biatch and her friends, great djs and music, crazy cute petite vietnamese lady, the assassin, junni, gum (motherfucking hell lol), first at bubble and at the toilets, stories etc.

im soooooo fucking screwed. apparently im going to hard kandy this weekend and i’ve to write a political essay due monday and i have 2 consecutive essays due in the next 2 weeks as well before break and no, i havent even started. it’s a history of semester one again. hahaha. anyways, i was just reading up Isabella’s or Izzy, and i realized maybe about half a year ago that one of my exboyf dated her. i dont read much of Sporean bloggers until i moved to Melb, im very selective with my readings. but that’s besides the point what i find humorous was he told me she told him something along the lines of chinese cocks are nothing compared to the whites. i could almost burst out into laughter. besides the fact that not all white dicks are that awesome, it’s so far generally true that sporean guys (according to my experience) are not gods in bed and the exboyf’s dick was.. let’s say not of average; not in a good way which reminds me of Eddy. lol.

anyways, im off to make some chocolate moose for desserts with mr b later and im starting to work on his 21st present! hurray!

//p.s.
for those of you who had the p/ws, i really hope you didnt give it out and let it spread aroun. well even if you did, it’s too late and i cant do anything about it so i have changed the p/w once again. RAHAHAHAHA! im not gonna give the p/w out anymore for now (ask me in a couple of days. or weeks. or months and i think i would prob. give it to you) so it’s useless for you to ask anyone else or me for the p/w and dont think you can cheat me by using a different name or email add, i have your ip address! HA! have a nice day!

cookies, stained sheets and love

apparently according to The Boy, the place which im gonna get my tattoo at is a tramp stamp. yes tell me wtf. saturday night was mostly awesome. sometimes i feel or think that i might be addicted to it but im pretty sure my addiction to The Boy and sex are more lethal and oh, instant noodles.

with the whole drama going on with The Boy and his friends, im dealing with none on my own; besides the usual
- samy trying to miss her flight
- the whole joke with samy and shawn. god. people can be so fucking stupid. lmao.
- dee and the whole kissing episode
- the wed mos night. bad cheryl, bad. a first and last.
- I LOVE SARAH AND LENNE! sarah; we need to actually not trim/shave/cut/whatsoever. the next trip when i head back. lenne; im awaiting. kiss kiss.
- calling ZY an asshole which he really was. it’s pathetic to see him to try and defend himself
- having the moment with irvin.
- finally breaking off with ben
- the thing with alvin.
- im sorry D.! haha. and that wed night, i mistook you for someone else that’s why i sent you semi rubbish smses. lol but i was still sober. just that i often have memory lapses with life and i didnt get back to you cause i got totally trashed after that.
- no bday sex for alvin; god i know too many people with all the same names that’s why i keep messing them up, thinking one is the other. lol.
- the summer hookup gone wrong with JY
- realizing me and LS aint all that close really..
- barely talking to my Father at all. best r/s would be long distance where all forms of communications are not needed unless necessary.

i think there is something very wrong with me.
i want you.
i want him.
i want it.

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Land of Chicken Rice

IM HEADING BACK TO SPORE TMR MORNING!

it’s different this time. in the past, i always head back to Spore with my family during the hols but before this semester, i lived independently in Spore for about 4/5 mths and now, im heading back alone, as a fucking university student. damn right.
my mom never went to high school; she started working at 13.
my dad never went to university (i dont know if he had any further studies after high school)
none of my uncles went to universities
i dont think any of my immediate cousins are in universities.

i aint excited & dont ask me why cause i dont know either. i cant have anyone in mind to call immediately when i arrive. i dont even think rB knows im heading back tmr (silence//pensive//sad smile//changes//lost love) but there are things to look forward for woman // family // home boys & girls // FOOD! // more crazy nights // SUMMER!! im fucking freezing my ass off here. it was 2 FRIGGIN degrees Celsius yesterday! // a new place!

2 Reasons Why I’m Gonna Slit My Wrists Soon
[x] i picked up SP’s call. WHY THE HELL DID I DO THAT?!? i thought it was my ‘rents cause it was an overseas call but omg. it was him. there’s no way i wanna see him. ever. he fucking disgusts me almost as much as Glen. excuse me while i head to the batheroom to puke.
[x] Chester msged me AGAIN!!! why doesnt he get it!?!?! and when will he?!!? i’ve clearly explained to him im NOT in Spore and not interested anymore.

fuck. i need to go wax my legs and!! im hoping to go for a bikini wax when im in the Land of Chicken Rice. does anyone wanna come along?! WOMAN!! LET’S GO TOGETHER AND WE CAN THEN SHOW OFF OUR NICE CLEAN VAGINAS! HAHAHAHAHA! and it can also be another reason for asking your m&ms to eat you out! and oh yesterday, Habibi and i watched Bridge to Terabitha (i cried!) and he fingered me in the cinema much fun and love except i felt so ambivalent; horny as hell yet at the same time, upset cause Lesley died
Well i’ll see you all in Spore and hit me up by giving me a call!
Bye lovelies!